LIFE goes on and on...

Happy birthday Inez(:

2011-03-17T18:27:00.000+08:00

maybe you'll see this, maybe you wont. but yeah

Happy birthday Inez(:

book in night):

2010-12-19T20:50:00.002+08:00

book in night):

so, went to another KTV last night, brought aaron along this time. hahahah. shit, i think its becoming an addiction. hahahah. bought a new phone today, HTC mozart, kinda like it. hahahah.

now, something depressing, its almost time to book in):
and mohan wont be here during christmas!!!

first time

2010-12-18T09:29:00.001+08:00

first time

so, it was my first time at a KTV last night. really really good experience. will definitely be back(: hahahah. i think her name was min min? HAHAHAH

lost.. totally

2010-12-11T13:26:00.002+08:00

lost.. totally

so on wednesday, 8th december, i spoke to inez over msn. everything seemed happy. i dont know if she remembered if it used to be our anniversary. after that night, i just wanted to win her heart all over again. if her current boyfriend could just poison her mind and take her away, i could too. 1 thousand paper cranes and 999 boxes of honey stars. and to tell her how much i still love her and miss her. but its all over. she changed her surname on facebook to her boyfriend's surname. i give up, i lose. anyway, was at mohan's grandma funeral the whole of yesterday. death hits us, and when it hits us, we dont even know we've been hit yet.
so everyone, take care of yourself kay. i wouldnt wanna lose anyone of you(:

last day

2010-11-21T15:29:00.002+08:00

last day

so, finally, its the last day at home. mixed feelings. i get a change of environment, a change of people around me, but im sad, because this place, houses many perfect memories for me.
okay, i know im getting random, but can you believe it, my brother just scolded my mum, 'fuck you'. i've had enough of my brother. gonna give him a good trashing later. bye. goota book in later.

and aaron and suria, thanks for your help this morning.

OHMYGOSH!

2010-11-20T22:08:00.003+08:00

OHMYGOSH!

oh god!! i just read my whole tagboard, and certains things, i just found out!!! HAHAHAHA
okay, but its making me happy for nothing. it was more than a year back, and after all, it end already

its been a long time

2010-11-20T21:17:00.001+08:00

its been a long time

okay, i know its been way long since i touced this. but tada! im back. hahah.
anyway, i had troubles signing in because SOMEONE changed my password.
anyway, many things have happened since the last post, but lets not dwell on the unhappiness.
so, last night, had a BBQ with aaron, mohan, mak, haris, esvaran, suria and don.
its been a long time since everyone got together and ate together. like it alot(:
then mohan, aaron, mak mak and haris stayed over at my place. had fun playing asshole taiti:D
so tonight, its my last night in my room, in my house. we're shifting out already): no doubt, this house carries many many priceless memories for me, but i guess shfiting out means a new start, and im kinda excited for it. oh oh, and last week, me, mohan, aaron, don and alice went to kelong. had SUPER fun there. cant wait to go overseas again, and this time, mak mak and haris better join in(:

went to watch megamind with haris and mak mak today, it was pretty okay la. hahah. and mak couldnt stop talking about food! LOL. so, lets move on to more serious stuff. i hate my camp. i hate my S3, i hate my ops spec. they are both idiots. i swear. i cant wait for my unit to close down. *please god, make it happened asap kay* :D.
okay thats all for now, but i've decided to make this a regular thing(: haha

chaosz

One Song, One Meaning

2010-07-17T10:32:00.000+08:00

One Song, One Meaning

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you SAT AND told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

my love

2010-06-13T17:27:00.002+08:00

my love

i read your blog, and i dont know how to feel. but i guess i will force myself to be happy for you(:
happy for your new boyfriend too. you finally found someone worth to be mentioned on your blog eh? thats good, really good. take care kay? no more staple bullets poking you or knocking into any hurdles ah. i hope you're fine too, cos i dont think i am.

i love you, take care(: muacksz

Army life.....

2010-03-21T11:11:00.004+08:00

Army life.....

im almost a one month soldier now:P
and i must say, things havent been easy:( havent been easy at all:(
everything has changed so drastically, too much for me to cope alone
you wake up at 4.30 everyday, knowing that the day ahead is going to be tough and long.
knowing that your superiors are going to be hurling vulgarities at you from the start of the day all the way to the end.
but i must say, NS has made me appreciate things i tool for granted, my girlfriend, my mum, my family, my washing machine, my bed, my aircon, my tv, my friends and so many more. and not forgetting my hair, but i kinda like the botak feeling. lol.
anyway, i wanna dedicate this second part of the post to Inez Leong Hui Xin.
Baby, thank you for being there for me everytime i need you.
thanks for assuring me time and again that you love me and you'll wait for me.
though we've had many ups and down, you never fail to support me.
in the past, i took you for granted that you will always be mine, but now, i wanna be constantly capturing your heart every moment, every second.
you give me strength, for anything and everything. im sorry i couldnt celebrate your birthday with you this year, but trust me, this will be the first and the last time that i wont be there with you on your birthday. im really sorry:(
Honey bunny, i just wanna say, THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, good or bad, it has brought us closer.
i love you, and i will love you, forever.
Muacksz:)

my very last post, before i go in for NS.

2010-02-02T11:02:00.003+08:00

my very last post, before i go in for NS.

I honestly dont know where to begin, so much has happened in less than a year. lets start from a family. i never expected myself to come from a broken family, my parents just got a divorce about 8 months ago. in the past, no matter how bad the quarrel got, i knew everything would be okay in the end, but last april, things got outta hand, and there goes my once complete happy family. i miss my dad, though i get to see him twice a week for dinner, i still miss his presence at home. Ever since my dad left, i've been left with the responsibility of fending for my family, im 19, i've gotta do something. Lets move on. so, i've been together with inez for 7 months and 25 days. and im really really happy i got together with her, though there were many ups and downs, but i guess thats a norm in every relationship? but now, im feelings so much of hurt. i feel every inch a loser, so insignificant, so pathetic. and i dont wanna feel like this anymore. Ever since jc started, i've been treated like shit. the whole world seems more important than me. someone whom you just met seems way more important than me. i really hate to feel this way, but this is exactly what you're doing to me. im going to army, and who would have thought that before i got into army, my worst fears are being realised. im sorry for doing what im doing now, but you pushed me to it. i know that you wrote that, for the sake of writing it, to get over and done with, to shut me up, but never did you expect that things would turn out this way, with one of us, disappear from this face of earth

felt like blogging(:

2009-12-11T12:05:00.003+08:00

felt like blogging(:

okay so, inez left for japan on the 9th, and seriously, im missing her a whole lot. Mohan had took my advice, really really happy(: now, its sara's turn:P hahaha
anyway, these few days, and the next week wont be good at all. because when inez left, something had to happen. something really really unpleasant for me. but yeah, what can i do? nothing, but feel like a fool. anyway, i just wanna say, your life isnt determined by the number of friends you have, but by the number of TRUE friends you have. Aaron, Mohan, Sara, my true friends, ever. hard to find people like them, really glad i have(: i was actually very excited about the genting trip, but i guess, im not so right now, because of that unpleasant thing. guess everything will only be settled by the 19th. long time more.

just so you know, the pain's killing me, slowly
and i dont think the words at your blog was 'some nice text'. cos it isnt nice at all

2009-12-08T03:57:00.005+08:00

happy six months darling(:

hope you like the minor(but tedious) changes i made. its supposed to kinda be a surprise. hahah! to help you in the reviving of your blog! see you later baby(: i love you(:

Anyone interested?

2009-09-09T11:40:00.002+08:00

Anyone interested?

ANYONE INTERESTED TO GET IPOD TOUCH'S OF ANY CAPACITY? I CAN GET IT FOR REALLY REALLY GOOD PRICES

FOR E.G.
IPOD TOUCH 8GB 2ND GEN GOING FOR $290
IPOD TOUCH 16GB 2ND GEN GOING FOR $330
IPOD TOUCH 32GB 2ND GEN GOING FOR $400

*all items are brand new(:*

back, again

2009-08-29T12:01:00.002+08:00

back, again

okay, havent been blogging lately. been kinda busy.
alittle bit of what i've been doing: working, slacking. thats about all. hahah
and yesterday's meet up was... weird/awkward. you guys can add on to the list of vocabs. lol.
people change, many people change, and yesterday, i experienced quite a few.
anyway, my friends out there, i just want to you know that you guys mean alot to me.
people like,
-Inez(: she's means the world to me((: haha
-Aaron
-Mohan
-Santosh
-AJ
-Nikalas
-Suria
-Nikki
-Lewis
-Sumita
-Siti
-Esvaran, yes
-JB
-Jasbir
people, i just wanna say, life without you guys would be different. treasure your life, make it worthwhile. life's short, dont make it any shorter(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

2009-08-08T21:24:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

AND AND, HAPPY NATIONAL DAY PEOPLE!! (:

FIREWORKS TMRW!! YAY!! HAHAH

i need everything to go right

2009-07-22T20:05:00.002+08:00

i need everything to go right( i know the colours of this post looks gay, sorry!)

the title speaks for itself. i really really want my family back together.
i quarelled with my mum last night, but i made use of that to say everything i wanted to say.
yesterday was a pretty fine day, until the night
haha, that was because i was out with inez in the day.
and inez, i really really didnt raise my voice at you? if i really sounded like i did, im sorry kay?(:
national day is coming!! i like national day, ALOT ALOT ALOT!! hahaha
all the fireworks and stuff, i like! lol
im planning to take my FTT really really soon(: ok random, sorry
bye people

2009-07-09T22:10:00.011+08:00

*hacking into the account*
(okay i'll admit! i just got it from him. haha!)
hey dear(: (yes, im not nicholas)
HAHAHHA!
he's totally going to kill me cause he hates having photos of him taken and posted. but too bad!
MUAHAHA! (i was nice to put small already! :p)

love you darling(:

):

2009-07-08T21:24:00.000+08:00

):

it has never been so sad, not being able to see you on a particular day, 8th of july
and im terribly sorry for what i did at toa payoh park): sorry):

unfair

2009-07-04T12:17:00.000+08:00

unfair

why do the kids suffer when their parents are actually the one who decided on getting the divorce? i know a family has to go through everything together, but since you all decided on getting the divorce, i guess the word 'family' never crossed your minds huh. treating the word like child's play. honestly, the kids suffer the most when the parents are going through a divorce. doesnt seem fair huh, but thats life and thats the way it works, nothing seems fair or rather, nothing is fair. just that sometimes, certain incentive are dropped along the way and i definitely got mine alr and thats all i could ever ask for(:

dedicated to miss leong(: hahahah

2009-07-02T17:02:00.000+08:00

dedicated to miss leong(: hahahah

inez has just got singapore's 3rd medal in atheletics(: words cant explain how proud i am of her(:
best best best best everrr(: hahahah
and her next race is up pretty soon, but i know she'll do just fine(:

after a long time

2009-06-20T14:17:00.000+08:00

after a long time

yesterday, i was really really happy. i met my poly classmates after maybe 8 months?
so, there was CJ, Vicky, Khee Ming, Zi Han and Baozhong. gah, i miss all of them so much, the times when we would walk all the way out of school to play pool and have lunch. then had dinner together, and talked and laughed(: and there's this new place at haji lane that's pretty nice and cool. hahh
and to sum it all up, the part i was happiest about was the time from 12.15 am - 2am(:
shhh, secret.
even if you ask me, i may or may not tell you. hahah
i miss you. sweetheart):

the fever flew away from me(:

2009-06-14T23:37:00.001+08:00

the fever flew away from me(:

havent been feeling too well the past few days. but feeling much much better now, though i almost died last night :P ok, its a secret. hahah
i've got school tmrw, but im feeling soooo tired now.
its been a week, and i must say, its going well! for all you people who know what im talking about.
and i finally got to meet lewis today(: hahah
though i think he's really pissed i made him wait for the bus. lol
ok, new module tmrw, yay. hahah
off people, bye bye.
down town, with you(:

god answers prayers and miracles do happen(:

2009-06-03T22:46:00.000+08:00

god answers prayers and miracles do happen(:

mircales do happen, thats all i have to say(: IT DID HAPPEN! i never expected it though, seriously. AHH!! i just love the songs love story, love song and closer or something( thats not the title, cos im not sure what song it was, or rather, SOMEONE wasnt sure what song it was) hahah. been rather busy lately, worked at my aunts office today, rather tiring but i guess its the valuable experience i wanna obtain(: hahah
so, im working again tmrw!
YAY, im a happy kid(18 year olds are still kids kay :) )
i love you and you know who you are(:

god answers prayers and miracles do happen(:

2009-06-03T22:44:00.000+08:00

should i?

2009-05-28T23:33:00.000+08:00

should i?

should i be giving something my full 100% which is of total uncertainty and might only remain as a hope? im lost, confused and tired.
its all about you

not everything last forever

2009-05-23T23:26:00.000+08:00

not everything last forever

just finished watching the show, the curious case of benjamin button.
alittle draggy, but the moral behind the story was good.
it tells us that not everything last forever. in that show, people live and they die, places change, people change, but the love dont change. its amazing. so everyone out there, appreciate the people around you before its too late to do so.
ok, so, I'VE GOT MY DEFERMENT! only going in for amry after july. probably going in during sept or dec. and yesterday was crazy. was at the airport from 11.50pm till 6.30am, waiting for miss nikki tasha annabelle thia. hahah. and it was just me and lewis! it would have been fun if there were more company. but the both of us made it through the night(: lol
ok, im going to bed soon, feeling tired again and i've gotta wake up eeearrlllly tmrw. lol
nights(:
the hints i drop you

lets start the countdown

2009-05-19T23:39:00.000+08:00

lets start the countdown

i guess the title speaks for itself?
90% chance i'll have to go for army on the june 5th, 10% chance i'll get deffered till december
countdown: 16 days
so much i've still gotta do

i want everything back):

2009-05-18T22:14:00.000+08:00

i want everything back):

yes, i want everything back. i want my family back. i want a few friends back. understood right?
and i've learnt something, the word 'habit' is interesting. hahah. take away the H, you've still got abit, take away the A, and you've still got that bit. take away the B? guess what! you still have it! hahahah. the only way to get rid of it, is through the last alphabet, which happens to look like the cross, representing Jesus(:
i wanna watch angels and demons. i think im watching it tmrw? hahahah
thats actually alot that i want, and all i want is one

we make the decision, not the other way round

2009-05-16T18:57:00.000+08:00

we make the decision, not the other way round

sometimes, i wonder if going to a private instituition was the right choice. i could have stayed in poly, but my parents thought that spending 4 years in there wasnt worth it, and so now, im doing a private diploma which is kinda giving me a form of inferiority complex. ever been in the situation where you know what you want but dont know how to approach it? like, you're afraid it wont work out and on the other hand, you're afraid that it might be too late? and i havent got the confirmation letter from CMPB yet, does this mean i've gotta go in, on june 5th? i miss the clique. aaron, lewis, mohan, suria, nikki, siti. i miss AJ! i miss nick! and honestly, i do miss the old clique. i really wanna have dinner with them and catch up with them too. I'd really like to go to genting again, during the holiday in june but the chances of it happening, aint high. oh well. i wanna see you again

exhausted, mentally

2009-05-07T20:50:00.000+08:00

exhausted, mentally

i've been having alot of school work lately, but that doesnt seem to be a problem.
i really miss my dad. though i didnt really use to communicate much with my dad, i knew he was always there, giving me the moral support i need. i miss him. 2 days ago, i went to play pool after school. and because of that? my mum scolded me. and the best part? she wasnt even home yet. no one was home! so what'd you want me to do? go home and stare at 4 walls wfhen i've actually got friends wanting to accompany me? im really thankful for the malaysia trip. though we didnt do much, i really felt it was relaxing and i really loved the company(: one day, i'll have the perfect trip ever, the place i really wanna go to, and the perfect company of people(: im watching the 9 o clock show, and i think it really depicts real life stories. hahah. im sorry this post is so crappy, it explains how im feeling now. angelic voice(:

Malaysia trip(:

2009-05-04T20:23:00.000+08:00

Malaysia trip(:

ok, so people, in the end, we didnt go for the kelong. we landed up in GENTING HIGHLANDS!! hahah. ok, so it was me, lewis, aaron, nikki and jerry. jerry drove us up to genting, where lewis's mum, auntie and grandma was at.
the drive up was the bomb. we had so much fun, so much laughter. and after a pretty long and humid drive, we landed up at genting, where the weather was GREAT. 17 degrees. hahah. and guess what! me and aaron brought clothes meant for the kelong which means, we were in genting with just shorts and t-shirts! freezing, brrrrrr. ok, then we went for dinner, and the food was awesome. especially the fish, you'll never get to see it in singapore.
then we watched wolverine. awesome. then it was back to the room. we bathed, laughed. and finally, knocked out.
the next day, we were going down to KL, so jerry fetched us down again.
bought a few things(: then it was back to genting again. look see look see. oh oh, and we had ramly burger then at about 1+am, we went out for supper. hahh
then we were all in the room, telling ghosts stories. lol. OH OH OH! and in the morning, we were playing with some monkeys. hahah. super funny
ok, then t was sunday alr): we had to leave alr.
we had lunch with everyone, including lewis's family.
then we wanted to look for the monkey's again, but there were gone.
ok, then we took the coach at 3.30 but only reached singapore at about 12.30am. super long ride.
im glad to be back. glad to be able to hear from you(:

1st may! 1st may!

2009-04-29T23:06:00.000+08:00

1st may! 1st may!

cant wait for kelong! first time, without my parents, so we've all gotta look out for one another. so, the van will be picking us up at my house at 5.30am in the morning, on friday and then, a 3 hour ride to the jetty, from there, another 20mins on the boat and we should read the kelong. hahah
im excited, but then again, there's always the down side to everything, im worried about everything at home, i hope everything goes fine, and ms inez leong, IF you see this, pls take care of youself, dont get cut by biscuit crumbs and cross every road carefully kay, and when im back, you better still be in one piece!! lol
yea fine, i'll miss talking to you too. hahh

not a really good start

2009-04-25T10:24:00.000+08:00

not a really good start

ok, so i slept at 3am this morning, and tada, i woke up at 9.30am, thanks to some news, i would classify as BAD though inez says its good. and i still remember lewis praying that i'd only be enlisted next year, but i guess everything happens for a reason
im going in for NS on the 5th of june. and then its not handphone for 15 full weeks. tekong, BMT
and this are the few things on the list that i have to do
- Enjoy myself on the 1st of may
- get the whole clique to be united again
- preach to my brother and make sure he doesnt mix with bad company
- re-pack my room
- get my itouch(:
- tell everyone i appreciate them
- slove some friendship problems
- make sure everything at home is settled
- and most importantly, tell a special someone, certain things(:
think im going to town today, lewis wants to buy slippers. its been a long long time since and met AJ and nick, miss them so much. ok, lets start the official countdown, shall we?
countdown: 41 days

thoughts...

2009-04-18T18:55:00.000+08:00

thoughts...

ok, so last night was pretty fun, at east coast(: hahah
and last night, i thought about stuff, alot of stuff. and i dont wanna take anyone or anything for granted. i've decided to be the best that i can be. hopefully. lol
and, my phone's vibration isnt working): i've missed so many calls because of that): oh well, i was never used to listening to my phone ring, it's always on silent mode! and now, i've gotta train my years, to listen out for love story, everytime someone calls me, lol
im starting to think that what aaron and lewis have said, made sense, and i shouldnt drag it, cos i dont wanna live to regret it. oh well...
anyway, I CANT WAIT FOR THE FIRST OF MAY PEOPLE!!!!!!

i want everything back):

2009-04-11T22:48:00.000+08:00

i want everything back):

Things dont seem to be getting any better. every night, i bow my head in prayer, and pray that my dad will be fine and he takes his meals regularly. never have i missed my dad so much before. though the family never really spent much time together in a long long while, i miss seeing my dad sitting on the couch, and browsing through the channels and he loves watching the history channel. and my mum will be walking in and out the kitchen making dinner for us. too many things have changed, and i dont want anymore changes, i wanna keep what i still can. And now, even the clique's breaking apart. some people are in it, just because another someone's in it too. oh well, im sorry people, its not gonna last very long. not long indeed, i still remember the day, after we left the basketball court, and all of us were walking down the car park, happily, aaron, lewis, alex, nikki, suria, sumita, siti(not forgetting mohan). what happened to those times?
and lewis, i enjoyed the service yesterday(:

You Are My Sunshine
My only sunshine.
You make me happy
When skies are grey.
You'll never know, dear,
How much I love you.
Please don't take my sunshine away

):

2009-04-06T11:58:00.000+08:00

):
i miss my dad. things werent like this before. i always took it for granted, that it'd never happen, but its happened, a few days ago.
a broken family was never what i wanted.
but i've got no choice, there's nothing much i can do to salvage everything):

east coast(:

2009-04-04T19:45:00.000+08:00

east coast(:

day at east coast, had bbq. lewis, aaron, mohan, siti, sumita, nikki, suria(: like some clique bbq but not everyone could stay, so siti and sumita left at about 7.45, mohan left at about 10.45, suria and nikki left at about 11.30. so it was just left with aaron, lewis and me we rented bikes! and because of that , we had to stay at east coast till 9am to return them. so we cycled around, played cards, sang songs(LOL) and talked through the night. then we couldnt take it anymore, super tired, but it was only 7.30, so we decided to try our luck to see if the bike shop was open alr, suddenly at 7.40, the shop owner went to open his shop, YES! instead of 9. it was 7.40! then cabbed all the way home, reached home at 8. bathed, slept at 8.30am all the way to 7pm. and because you didnt, i've decided never to tell you

another random thingaling

2009-03-29T23:50:00.000+08:00

another random thingaling

credits to inez for the title. hahha. cool eh? come on, you all know it sounds cool(: lol
ok, so i dont know what some people are having up their sleeves anyway, i'll try and not let it affect me.
someone asked me something which struck me deep to me. the person asked me, how much more time are you gonna waste? are you gonna drag it until one day, you're gonna regret it?
i know the answer, but i cant bring it out into words. especially to you
i dont wannt waste anymore time, but i dont wanna hurt you as well
i wanna be there everytime you need someone there, everytime you need a kistening ear, a shoulder to cry on. i know it all sounds so cliched, but i mean it. i really really do, and i hope you know this is for you. cos other than you, no one else attracts me.
anyway, met nikki, suria and lewis today. hahaha. nikki and i ordered too much food! lol. couldnt finish in the end, sorry for wasting food): i feel really really bad kay. hahah
ok, im like in a super high mood now! all thanks to you! inez leong! hahaha. making me crazy at 11.55pm. tsk tsk. evil! lol

im back!(:

2009-03-22T21:17:00.000+08:00

im back!(:

ok, havent updated anything new lately, thats because for the last few days, my lappy charger was at aaron's house! and i finally got it back today! and for the last few days, i've been seriously broke, never been like that before. quite funny actually. haha. ok anyway, i've got school tmrw):
the last few days of holidays have gotten into me alr. lol.
oh oh, and wednesday night, we were at st james power house! it was the BOMB! haha, with aaron, lewis, nikki, leng. the BEST(: haha
ok and in awhile, im meeting lewis and aaron(:
aaron's born a joker and so is suria. haha love them(and cheena bud, im not gay!! LOL)
ok signing off, should be back soon. hahah
my exception(:

strange? or cool. i dont know what to call it

2009-03-12T10:19:00.000+08:00

strange? or cool. i dont know what to call it

lately, things havent been the same as before. where i just used to go to macs and slowly waste my life away with boring people
the past few weeks, i got close to people i never expected i would. people i know i can call friends(:
so, this happens to be the people in the new clique.
aaron, lewis, mohan, alex, siti, nikki, suria(?).
ok, this may be random, but i'll never forget what happened to nikki on wednesday. SCARY. totally freaked us out. those who wanna know, sorry, you just gotta to figure it out yourself unless i've alr told you. haha
i may be off the island tmrw. a short break.
im here, there, for you, anyday

one day holiday(:

2009-03-02T22:36:00.000+08:00

one day holiday(:

ok, didnt have school today cos my schools kinda self declared holiday. haha
ok, so this morning, i met siti at pp mrt then we took a bus to aaron's house and i had to lug my laptop all the way there, like the full box and everything, haha
ok then went to aaron's house, and aaron's was still in his bed when we got there.(then aaron scared siti cos siti thought he wasnt wearing anything under his blanket) haha.
ok, then slacked in his room for awhile and went to play basketball after that.
we were waiting for sumita and panneh to come. haha
they only met us like 2 hours after that. so we played somemore and played a game with some primary school people there. ok, then we back to aaron's to bathe and his maid cooked spaghetti for us!! yummy! haha
ok, then we all slacked in his room again cos aaron had to 'renovate' his room, shift here, shift there. lol.
ok, then sumita and panneh left, so me, aaron and siti headed to wisma to get my laptop fixed.
we took a cab cos miss siti nasuha was having stomach cramps. lol
ok, cut the story short, when we got there, the sony shop was closed! because isetan workers were taking 2 days off, today and tmrw, so i can only go back on wednesday. hmph.
then we walked around, oh oh and we were at armani exchange and suddenly, some display near me and aaron dropped! and we got so scared! haha
ok, then siti wanted to eat sushi so we went to cold storage to get sushi and pandan leaves, cos siti's mum asked her to get them. haha
then we sat outside takashimaya, talked, ate and laughed like crazy. lol
ok, then we all left to our own directions and now, im back home, feeling kinda tired so i may actually sleep earlier tonight! haha

i've learnt alot(:

2009-02-16T11:35:00.000+08:00

i've learnt alot(:

ok, i realised i havent blogged for a long time. anyway the past week has been great. i've learnt alot(:
and one thing i've learnt is, friends aint friends till they prove it
and i think a friend is one who offers help and not wait for you to ask for help(:
i've made new friends as well(: and i'd like to mention one of them, mohan is his name
haha
the first day, i only met him for a few hours and we hit it off pretty well(:
then after that, we became good friends
till date, i've only known mohan and his girlfriend for about a week now, but we all hit it off pretty well, together with sumita, siti, aaron(: haha
and this week, i've been a teacher! hahaha, i thought aaron a song that he could serenade to his girlfriend on valentines day and i taught mohan, fall for you. lol
hahaha, and i enjoy it!(:
and some surprise thingy is gonna happen on wednesday!! hahaha

it hurts

2009-02-11T22:04:00.000+08:00

it hurts

it sucks when everyone's doubting you.
even your good friends
maybe it hurts you, maybe not,
but it does, for me

a day to remember

2009-02-09T00:19:00.000+08:00

a day to remember

not a pleasant one though

tiring

2009-02-03T23:43:00.000+08:00

tiring

lots have things happened over the last week
lots of problems as well
i cant wait to go to school tmrw though, my friend's buying me something, hahaha
and right now, i dont know what to say here
im feeling sooo tired, but tmrw, its another early day.
oh oh, and i hope the outing on friday is still on!
ok, bye

):

2009-01-30T23:12:00.000+08:00

its screwed up, thanks alot
and now im in this HUGE dilemma and i dont know what to do?
cos apparently im losing you, AH!!
help me, somebody

NS registration and medical screening today

2009-01-22T21:07:00.000+08:00

NS registration and medical screening today

ok, so i woke up at 5.30.
and made my way to CMPB at redhill.
ok, so i was there from about 7.30 to 4. yes, thats how long you need to wait, to serve your country. hhaha.
so there was a checkup for EVERY single part of your body, ahem, haha. yes, EVERY single part, but the worst was still having your blood test, and knowing that you're being given the jab by a newly recruited medic, lol, but ok la, they're not bad,
the guy who injected me, was playing music on his phone and singing while he injected me! haha
ok, so now my right arm is aching
painful laa. lol oh then, i had to leave my phone in a phone locker and when i went to collect it back, 10 missed calls and 7 msgs. haha
and, tmrw, we're going to east coast!!! yay
ok ok, back to today, after the whole thing, i cabbed down to gardens to meet aaron, sumita, siti and one of sumita's friend. sorry, i forgot your name, haha
ok thats all, and CNY is coming(: hahah, though i was supposed to be overseas with my friends): oh well, that'll have to wait till my NS is over
and by the way, its you i like, but i dont know if i should tell you or not):

ah ah! hahah

2009-01-20T20:58:00.000+08:00

ah ah! hahah

ok, so lately, i've been hanging out with really funny people, lol
AJ, Sumita, Siti. lol
crazy people, hahaha
and i've been meeting them at serangoon gardens everyday, for the last 2 days, super early in the morning. lol
but, they're like my new clique(: haha, nice people(:
today, went AMK hub, ate at NEBO club, then went to play snooker with them, haha
so, have i talked about the chalet? it was fine(: aaron, my best friend, and i'd like to say, through this chalet, i know who my true friends are(: lol
ok, so im meeting them again tmrw, and i went shopping yesterday!
oh oh oh, i just shaved, and cut my hair like really really short, cos i have to report at CMPB on thursday morning):

18th Jan(:

2009-01-18T21:10:00.001+08:00

18th Jan(:

ok, so the chalet was great(:
except for a few spoilers here and there, but yeah, it was fine. so the first night was fun, except for the fact that AJ had to leave):
so we played cards, talked, laughed, hahah
ok, then the 2nd day was the BBQ, and a group of unappreciative people came. they spoilt it totally, not even a word of thanks from them, or a birthday wish, and they were there at my birthday chalet, haha, ironic huh? dont get it wrong, i didnt invite them(:
and the best part? esvaran didnt even wish me. that whole group totally spoilt it, and aaron wanted them to pay for the vodka. LOL
ok, so now, im 18, more responsibilities, need more willpower to withstand what 18 year olds to. hahha, not in the wrong way though. lol
ok, and i've got NS checkup coming in 3 days time

2 more days(:

2009-01-16T09:16:00.000+08:00

2 more days(:

its a special day, in 2 days time. haha.
anyway, havent blogged for awhile now, so lets see, what happened the last week?
oh, i went to play pool with AJ on tuesday i think?
haha, then wednesday, met aaron for dinner, ate at sakae. haha then he followed me home, talked and stuff.
and AJ's my new good friend(: haha
i can talk to him, non stop! especially when we're doing something(not something dirty okay)
anyway, its my chalet today! together with esvaran, cos both our birthday's are in the same month.
so, i wanna have fun today! and i hope sumita and siti can come. haha
ok, so thats its, wont blog for another 3-4 days, cos i'll be chalet-ing. lol
bye bye
and i need a new phone! the current one has gone crazy!! AHHHH

Jan 12

2009-01-12T09:13:00.001+08:00

Jan 12

O levels results are out today!! haha, all the best, my friends out there, collecting your results today(: lol
ok, so nothing much happened the last few days, watched bedtime stories yesterday(: haha, pretty nice. raining gumballs! haha
and i really really liked the ending(: thank god the story didnt end with the bad ending! haha
oh yes, then saturday, went down to kovan with aaron and suria, L4D. haha. though it gets boring after awhile
ok, chalet this friday, i wonder how its gonna turn out. lol
they havent even told us the chalet number yet! and its already monday! AHHH
anyway, gtg,
bye bye(: take care, everyone(: lol

Jan 12

2009-01-12T09:13:00.000+08:00

its back! finally!!

2009-01-08T10:31:00.000+08:00

its back! finally!!

finally, my internet's back(: hahaha
after 3 weeks of being shut out, ITS BACK!!! yay(:
ok, so IM GONNA BE 18 SOON, AND I CANT WAIT FOR THE CHALET(cheena bud, its not mine, hahah)
but recently, things havent been good, well, not too good at least.
somethings happened at home, which i dont really want the whole world to know, so yeah. haha
ok, nothing much to blog about, maybe tmrw? haha bye bye
and you never used to say that):

happy new year(:

2009-01-03T20:02:00.001+08:00

happy new year(:

ok, so i dont have internet at home, and im now at aaron's house, so going to take the opportunity to blog(: haha
so, yes, i've seen the stuff at my tagboard, guess i know who they are(: haha, well, what can i say? lol, dont intend to say anything. oh yes, thanks cheena bud, for the christmas tree(: haha
so my school is starting soon, cant wait(:
and aaron and me have decided to find a new clique!! haha(insidersjoke) lol
and i guess i know why that movie wasnt good? oh well, i cant say anything, i guess? afterall, its him? haha
ok, signing off, and i dont know when i'll blog again? so, tada people(:
and i ask again, are you still a phone call away?

2 more days

2008-12-21T21:49:00.000+08:00

2 more days

ok, so there's 2 more days. and i dont know if im looking forward to it? probably, i feel that i've had too much of negative thoughts alr and i dont quite like it i guess. but today, was something different. something that would maybe give me that bit of hope for 2009?
and well, im sick. down with fever and flu. ok i dont feel well, so naturally this post is gonna come out all crappy and after all, i only have limited time on the computer. so yeah.
ok, i'll probably blog again soon? goodbye(:
imissyou, doyou?

off tmrw

2008-12-15T11:38:00.000+08:00

off tmrw

ok, so i shall start on friday
friday evening, was at lewis house, together with aaron, able, kenneth and alwin
haha, fun fun fun(: we were doing housework for lewis. haha
then went for dinner at green then alwin left.
at about 1.30am, esvaran came. haha, who knows where he was before that.
then we felt hungry so we went down to get something lol
ok, in the morning at about 7am, had breakfast with aaron and lewis, and lewis had a soccer match at 8.30 and he didnt even sleep at all. lol
ok, so i reached home at about 8am, and slept till 5pm
then went down to clarke quay with a few other people to visit my auntie's booth(: haha
haha, then sunday church, and violin lesson, last violin lesson for the year, and i should be taking my last violin exam in about 8 months time(: practise practise practise. haha
oh, then met alwin, suria and esvaran in the evening. that my clique(: missing aaron. haha
ok, thats all, tada(:

marry that girl (quoted from eileen how) haha

2008-12-12T12:02:00.000+08:00

marry that girl (quoted from eileen how) haha

ok, that was random la, and im not going to say marry who. hahaha
far fetched, far fetched. lol
ok, im blogging now, cos i doubt i'll be home at night, so last night, i vomitted. couldnt sleep at all. felt super sick, thats why i didnt go to school this morning.
anyway, i've got something to say, something which ive been thinking about.
at times, i dont feel like a 17 year old, going on 18. i dont know why. but yeah.
i dont wish to say anything more.
and if what im thinking is real, then here's wishing you all the best
cosnomatterwhat, illstillbehereforyou

im famous!!

2008-12-11T23:34:00.000+08:00

im famous!!

oh, did i tell you that i've opened a shop selling women's apparel? haha. dont even know if i spelt apparel correctly. lol
ok, today was pretty fine, school-ed, then went for my last guitar class. im going to miss my teacher, the best ever, MR DANIEL LOW(: haha
and i'll miss my class too(:
anyway, for some reason, i'm feeling like super crappy now): argh
maybe im thinking too much again, and perhaps, i drew my own conclusion. ok so tmrws friday(: yay
lewis house tmrw(:

eye opener, haha

2008-12-10T23:47:00.000+08:00

eye opener, haha

so yesterday, after school i was out with lewis at bugis playing pool. before that, i played with bonny snooker, and it was my best snooker game ever. we finished the game in like, 10 mins? haha
best i ever played(: lol, far distance, short distance, almost everything shot went in(: haha
ok, then after that followed lewis to hougang to meet clara. barely 5 mins of meeting her, something happened
*if you'd like to know, ask me personally*
so skip skip, then meet win sheng and some other people at buangkok for dinner. haha
ok, and now, im doing some work, having a super bad headache, i want to sleep! lol

aaron's back!

2008-12-09T00:18:00.000+08:00

aaron's back!

so, aaron came back from malaysia yesterday, and he forget to buy me chewing gum! haha
selamat hari raya people!
(especially suria, B raya. haha)
so today, 'studied' at cafe. haha
and we're all playing gunbound!! haha, cooool!!
lol
tmrw, meeting es and all at clementi, for lunch
haha
ooh ooh, i cant wait for christmas!
i havent celebrated christmas in singapore for the last 3 years alr. this time, i'll be here!!! haha
ok, anyway, i should go to bed soon, bye peeps(:

feeling-less

2008-12-05T09:26:00.000+08:00

feeling-less

friday morning. so, school
im actually not feeling anything much. except for one thing, that im pretty sure.
anyway, im going to be having lunch with my classmates later(:
and hopefully, there'll be some sort of dinner outing tonight. lol
im bored. my friends are having their common test period. which only ends in a weeks time.
and you see, im afraid one day you wont even be my option anymore, or more like, you cant be my option):

pleasant surprise(:

2008-12-01T23:46:00.000+08:00

pleasant surprise(:

ok so there was school today, and i found out, 107 goes to my school so i took it today, and its super fast(: haha ok anyway, i had lunch with bonny and zhong today. lol so i had a msg today, and my phone vibrated on the class table and i thot it was aaron that replied, but, it wasnt! haha guess who it was! it was..... inez! haha, cheena bud. lol she came back today instead of thursday and she herself said it was a pleasant surprise, so thick skin la hahaha. ok, im kidding, it was a pleasant surprise. she actually smsed at 1am but my phone went nuts again and didnt receive it): so sad. ok, anyway, the bunny at the top is the star of my blog today(: guess who drew it(: haha my days of worrying are over, yay(:

sunday...

2008-11-30T22:40:00.000+08:00

sunday...

typical sunday, though pastor charles nieman totoally rocked! i understand everything he said! which enlightened me(: learnt quite alot today. had lunch at cafe cartel(: yum(:
so, no violin class today. so i met es at about 2.30 then alwin came later, and i ate alot today, we went to kallang to eat and had fun at this super playground with this wheel. haha
went, at least it passed sometime and kept me occupied, instead of thinking about stuff, negative, thought provoking stuff.
ok then we played cards at some void deck! haha
esvaran esvaran, always doesnt want to shuffle whenever he loses. lol
anyway, time's passing alittle too slow
day 5

thinking, wondering...

2008-11-29T23:09:00.000+08:00

thinking, wondering...

the news everyday.. reporting about the chaotic situation in bangkok. and fyi, inez is there):
honestly, im hoping she's fine, and like she said, she'll be back on thursday. ok, she better be back, its pretty worrying. she's in phuket for holiday
so today, kai xin left for HK too, maybe she'll meet tanya. anyway, today was boring. met es and alwin at the cafe.
then had dinner, oh oh, then we played soccer, and i got myself a cut on my toe. lol.
and tmrw, i've got church, then meeting my friends.
aaron, i miss you. haha, havent seen you for a LONG time.
anyway, im getting pretty tired or maybe its just that i've got nothing to do online anymore.
bye, goodnight
day 4

friday(:

2008-11-28T23:14:00.000+08:00

friday(:

ok, so i didnt go to school today. felt lazy. haha.
then in the afternoon, i met AJ at 3.50! it was suppsed to be 3.30 but he was late, then we went to play pool, and he doesnt even know how to play!
hahaha
sorry AJ!, lol
then es met us, then we went to east coast for dinner(: seafood dinner(: yum yum, haha
and we took a weird route to east coast, went to the airport first(its my favourite place) haha
then we were looking at the beach. haha
nice(:
anyway, im going to bed now, headache
imy):
day 3

sick sick sick

2008-11-28T00:15:00.000+08:00

sick sick sick

since 2 days ago, it seems like everyday im getting a different kind of sickness, damn
yesterday was a super bad headache
today, flu. haha, i probably know the reason. LS. hahaha
anyway, today, guess who smsed me!!!
INEZ!! haha from thailand(: she remembered about something! WOW. haha
ok, and today, i played snooker with my new classmates. haha. and i lost one round, won the other. cos the second round, he practically pushed in the pink back with the back of his stick, cos the ball was in a weird angle. lol
ok, im feeling tired. and TMRW TMRW!! AJ BETTER NOT PANG SEH AGAIN!! haha

practical test

2008-11-26T22:16:00.000+08:00

practical test

practical test was supposed to be today and tmrw, but we were so fast, we finished both test today. i got full marks for the first one(just like you predicted(: ) and 97 for the next. haha
not bad, i guess. i had a super bad headache and maybe slight fever today. ok, in the evening.
anyway, today, my cheena bud left for phuket, in the early morning, her flight got cancelled cos the airport in bangkok closed temporarily. then after awhile, she managed to get a flight straight to phuket. so, she left. took the plane and left, but i've got that one whole long msg to last me 9 days.
tanya left for hongkong today as well.
tmrw, school lessons are longer, and i start a new module tmrw.
and friday! im going out. lets see if that will make me feel better.
its only been day 1

my hairband(:

2008-11-24T10:43:00.000+08:00

my hairband(:

on thursday, i randomly told cheena but that my old hairdband, given by someone else was broken, the next day, she left a hairband outside my house. with a small note on a plaster. hahaha. i was seriously lost for words. a big THANK YOU to her.
so the weekend had been pretty fine. saturday, met AJ to pass him a handphone then went for dinner with es and aaron(: and i love slacking at playgrounds(:
and now, i changed my laptop back to vista. haha nothing better to do.
and so im getting used to it. haha.
ever since that day, i've been trying to tell you, ily, but im not too sure about anything.
theres only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you, i love you.

2C BBQ(: (:

2008-11-22T13:34:00.000+08:00

2C BBQ(: (:

ok, so lets start from after school. haha
i met lewis at bugis, and it rhymes, lol.
then we took 133 to pp to meet the rest, and to take the food. and i think cheena bud was in pp to pass me the stuff and she didnt tell me): otherwise i would have went to find it immediately.
ok, so we met a whole lot of people at pp. esvaran, aaron, suria, kenneth kee, kang, abel, timothy, tak wah. then we met a whole lot of others at east coast too. ok so the bbq only started at about 10 . haha
cos the walk in to pit 55 was a killer, who ALL those food. haha.
and it ended at about 12. then, it was only left with a few people. me, lewis, abel, kang, charles and leng. then charles and leng cycled home. so it was the 4 of us.
then kang and lewis wanted to go to geylang to buy something, so went went, then after that, we went back to pp, and abel! congrats, you did the spider web. haha
ok, so kang was sleeping at the play ground, me, abel and lewis talking, about.... life? haha
ok, thats it. so i just woke up. still feeling tired. haha

thursday(:

2008-11-20T22:56:00.000+08:00

thursday(:

school today
practical was bad. the oscilloscope was giving me a real bad headache. lol
but no choice, had to continue, prac test on wednesday and thursday somemore):
oh well
brighther side, TMRW'S BBQ!! yay.
cant wait, though cheena bud said its reallyyyy unhealthy. lol
ok, meeting suria now, bye bye(:

stuck. haha

2008-11-19T23:17:00.000+08:00

stuck. haha

ok, im kinda like in the 'devil and angel' situation. dont know what to do
everytime i feel like giving up, you give me that glimmer of hope again. so what should i do? i dont know, haha.
anyway, i need to study alr. 3 exams next week, monday, wednesday and thursday
and my hairband's broken): it was given by SOMEONE somemore. haha
anyway, i really really cant wait for friday. to relieve my stress!! and have fun(: hahah
2 more days to go though.

honoured!!! haha

2008-11-18T00:07:00.000+08:00

honoured!!! haha

ok, im feeling honoured, cos of something. heh. bu neng shuo de mi mi. like that inez says. lol
ok, so today, after school, i went to meet, AJ, nick, alwin, es, lewis, sat pat.
nick's leaving for london on wednesday. so cool. i want to go. haha
well, this morning, i got hurt pretty bad):
im not going to say why.
it sucked pretty bad la. someone made it tooo clear. mannn.......
anyway, IM VERY EXCITED FOR FRIDAY!!!!

happy, happy(:

2008-11-16T23:00:00.000+08:00

happy, happy(:

ok, im feeling super tired now, i dont know why. so, lets see what i did today
played soccer with alwin, nickalas, JB, devnath, elton, aaron and ryan
then after that, esvaran came.
devnath and aaron went to deon's house. deon, you backstabbed us, i hate you for that):
ok, then we went to my house to bathe, then we went to play LAN. you see, today's alwin's birthday, so he called the shots. haha. the birthday boy(:
then after that, played pool for awhile only and the bill was only $3.80. haha
then dinnered, we treated alwin, then went home
then i went to meet suria alone. haha
and OH GOSH! I CANT WAIT FOR THIS FRIDAY!
BBQ with my sec 2 class, then stay over at lewis house after that!! yay. hahaha
ok, there's school tmrw, and my oldddd cheena bud has work tmrw. lol

happy birthday alwin(:

2008-11-16T00:47:00.000+08:00

happy birthday alwin(:

its alwins birthday(:
haha
ok, 2 days ago...
i was out with lewis, kang, esvaran, aaron.
haha
we were at serangoon. hanging out. haha, aaron. thanks for all the ben & jerrys(: i know they didnt come cheap. lol
then after that, i went to leave something out inez's house and i was so afraid i didnt get the right house. i waited outside for 30 mins cos there was this van just outside her house. didnt want to appear as a suspicious character. lol
ok, dont ask what the something was. its a box of things, even i felt super happy when i saw the things i made. hahaha
ok, then after that, we all went down to town, then xavier, charles, leng were all there. we went to play pool. oh, before that, went to meet yao hong and his group. haha
and aaron, i helped you win back your $2 from lumpy in pool!! yay. haha
ok, yesterday...
alwin met us at macs, to do ABIT of studying. haha
then aaron came, then we played something like volleyball. and aaron just left my house about 30 mins ago.
then 5 mins ago, he called me to follow him to ECP. but im alittle tired, and i'll be out tmrw somemore, so i turned him down, sorry bro): haha
ok, im really tired. im going to bed, and cheena bud, if you ever see this, cheer up kay(:

yesterday was another BOMB. HAHA

2008-11-12T09:38:00.000+08:00

yesterday was another BOMB. HAHA

ok, so i went for school, i mean, i always go to school(: haha
ok, then in the evening, i was at bugis junction with esvaran and zhong(my new class mate) haha.
then after that, zhong left, nickalas, AJ and satish(sat pat) and aaron came to meet us.
so we walked around, blah blah, and satish wanted to buy shoes, in the end didnt buy, haha.
then later, we waited at HWA CHONG steamboat. not bad ah, hwa chong also got steamboat. lol
we waited there for jasbir, then we went off.
so me AJ and aaron went to mos burger while the rest went to OCH, again. haha.
then after that, the 3 of us cabbed home. and i got stopped by a police outside st andrews! and the police was like "why you out of your house so late, you go drinking is it" and i was like NO?! i hate drinking, ok i didnt say the i hate drinking part. lol
ok, meeting aaron later to do something(: HAHAHA
nothing wrong, people(:

first exam(:

2008-11-10T22:27:00.000+08:00

first exam(:

i got 85 for todays paper(:
which i think is pretty good, unlike some people, who put me down all the way.
anyway, today school was short. like, 3.45 and i was out of class!
then i followed my friend to collect his laptop and another friend to go check out some starhub thingy, then i went home. esvaran la, dont want meet me. hahaha
ok, tmrw's a late night out i guess(:
with those sec 4 people who finishes their Os tmrw. haha
ok, as for now, im confused about some stuff.
and i'll trying figure them out tonight(: haha

i like today(:

2008-11-09T23:14:00.000+08:00

i like today(:

ok, so i went to church this morning(:
then lunched with my auntie, and violin lesson after that. haha
ok, then i met lewis and aaron at pp, then they both wanted to play pool, so we went to play(: haha
so play play, then lewis had to go down to serangoon to meet someone. so we went down with him.
and we had ben and jerry's ice cream(:
haha
and we played some street soccer with some people over there. haha
then finally esvaran and alwin came, sorry, for making you all go all the way to harbourfront then back to serangoon. ok, then we had dinner, and like something like a mini 2C gathering. haha.
lewis, i seriously miss those secondary school days la. haha. and lewis wants to join our clique! yay yay, fun(: haha
and kang, we all miss you. haha you wont ever see this, but yeah. we miss you.
ok im having a super headache, so im going off soon.

Questionaire

2008-11-08T22:39:00.000+08:00

Questionaire

1)Whats your full name?
Nicholas Chen Guan Ji

2)Do you like your first name?
Yup, kinda like it(: though i think its kinda common

3)How long have you liked the person you currently like?
not too long i guess, maybe just a few months?

4)Have you kissed anyone in the last 48 hours?
nope

5)Did you cry today?
nah

6)What were you doing this morning at 8am?
sleeping, cos i havent been sleeping enough the last 2 days. haha

7)What were you doing an hour ago?
hmm, on the bus back with esvaran

8)What are you currently doing?
msn, and this quizzzz. haaha

9)Who last texted you?
Inez leong hui xin aka CB. haha!

10)Have to told anybody today that you love them?
nope, but you know i love you, dont you?

11)Do you miss anyone now?
yeah, kinda

12)Any plans for tomorrow?
churhc, violin, and FRIENDS!

13)What was the reason behind the last time you cried?
korean drama(: haha (and im not gay, cos i know someone will say that) haha

14)Is there anyone you want to be with now?
yeap, many

15)Have you kissed anyone who's name starts with C?
yup. haha

16)Name someone who made you smile today, and how.
there's more than one(:

7)Name a friend who's name starts with 'Z'.
ZI HAN!!! hahaha

18)Which of your friends stays closest to you?
aaron lim kuo kuan

19)Do you prefer to call or to text?
bothhhh!

20)Was yesterday better than today?
yup, DEFINITELY!

21)Can you live a day without tv and your phone?
yeap, i have my laptop(: haha

22)Are you mad about anything now?
not really

23)Do you ever think that relationships are really worth it?
why not? but not those fake ones. like AK

24)Last person you visited in a hospital?
master tutor siva(:

25)When was your last and second last hug?
yesterday. haha

26)What does the last text message in your inbox says?
why not! heh. from inez

27)How do you feel about your life now?
ups and downs, its normal right. haha

28)Do you hate anyone?
not to the extent of hating

29)Last person you called?
esvaran

30)Who usually sent you the most texts in a mth?
my CB

31)Is your room messy now?
not toooo bad

32)Who will be mad if your room is messy?
right now, no one. haha

33)Your shortest relationship?
hmmm..... haha

34)Who do you look like?
shhh! secret kay!

35)Tag 10 people to do this survey!
try my best. haha

ok, i went to watch a movie today, Quantum of solace!! pretty nice(: haha
thats about all for today, and right now, i dont know whether to be happy or sad, but yeah. haha
ok, thats all for today(:

yesterday was the BOMB

2008-11-08T13:03:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the BOMB

haha, yesterday was the best. i met up with almost ALL my friends.
in the afternoon, bryan, then kang and lewis. haha
all at hougang
kang is CRAZYY!!(: lol
ok then after that, i went to meet my poly friends at clementi and 'some' others. haha
so at first we only had one table, and i stayed at the table for 8 straight games ok! haha
until mr ang zi han won me. lol and all those crazy stuff we did at beauty world. oh gosh! i cant wait to meet you people again! thanks for remembering me(: heh.
after that, sec 4 people!!! hahaha. JB, nickhalas, AJ, and a few more
oh yes oh yes, esvaran and marc! eh es, the hot and spicy noodle not spicy at all la. haha
ok, then we all went down to chinatown, and some depressing happened for esvaran. he's never been this emo before, or like what aaron said, es life is troubled with all these trivial matters.
haha and oh aaron, i know your super top secret(: i HOPE its safe with me. haha. and i saw kang again at night. haha
ok yeah then finally met aaron, we were just talking, luaghing, ******* away. lol
ok, and i reached home at 1am+ bathed and went to sleep immediately. was superrr tired. haha
and perhaps, i miss you too

sleeeeepppppppyyyyyyyyyy

2008-11-07T11:23:00.000+08:00

sleeeeepppppppyyyyyyyyyy

eh seriously, i'm uber tired. 2 days ago, i slept at 2.30am, woke up at 6.50am.
then went to school and stuff like that.
last night, i followed esvaran for a secondary school camp.
haha
and we only came home at about 2.30
by the time we went to bed, it was 3.30, and we woke up at 7am. and tonight, we're going gallavanting again.
someone, give me abit of your energy!! haha, anyone will do(:
ok, today's gonna be another happy day(:
im meeting SO MANY friends at once! haha
my own clique, my sec 4 friends and my poly friends.hahaha
cant wait(:
ok i've gtg. haha
byebye

haaheehoooooo

2008-11-05T23:28:00.000+08:00

haaheehoooooo

ignore the title, i was just being random.
ok anyway, school today, and practical(: today's practical was more hands on la, so yeah. its more interesting, learnt mew stuff. haha
and i love my lecturer!! haha, she's just like a friend and maybe, a guardian to me(:
i love my classes as well(: haha
so today, i went straight home. good boy eh(: haha
and right not, im sitting infront of the laptop and 5 mins ago, i was forcing my retainers into my mouth. haha.
you see, i havent put it on in months! and my teeth have been moving. haha. so yup, i still managed to force it in, thank god, just that, i wont be able to sleep that well feeling uncomfortable, in my MOUTH!! haha
ok, going to bed soon
guitar class tmrw<3
andperhapsyoudontknowyouworrypeople

happy day(:

2008-11-04T21:58:00.000+08:00

happy day(:

ok today school was boring, but there was practical on the second session(:
practical!!! yay, i love practicals. haha. and we all finished pretty fast so we got released early.
after that, went to meet lewis and kang, haha, its been years since i last went out with them. haha, we went to play pool, then dinner, i treat them(: its not like i see them everyday ok! haha
and we're having a chalet soon! my sec 2 class(: excited excited. haha
eh i cant wait la!!!(: lol
ok, i better stop here, in case this post becomes full of crap. hahh

ahhhh

2008-11-02T14:51:00.000+08:00

ahhhh

i burnt myelf, crap. while boiling water. hahaha
eh super painful now la. its 4 inches long! the burnt mark. lol
and it looks like its starting to bubble up. lol
ok, im leaving the house again soon. church this morning. i'm still very tired): lol
ok, will probably be home late today.
i came just to blog alittle, for fun, hahaha

zai jian(:

things i wanna do (:

2008-11-02T00:46:00.000+08:00

things i wanna do (:

1) Finish up the surprise(:
2) i wanna finish my violin diploma in march
3) i wanna go fishing with my friends in malaysia again!!!
4) finish up my diploma courses asap
5) shopping!!!(guys need clothes too what, haha)
6) have a sec 4 class reunion chalet!
7) Go out with all my friends whom i havent seen for a longggg time
8) PLAY SNOOKER OR POOL SOOON!!!!
9) get a driving license, heh(: haha
10) make my 18th birthday, the BEST ever. lol

ok, thats my current wishlist(: haha
and im super tired, so not much today.
goodnight(:

confused?

2008-10-31T00:09:00.000+08:00

confused?

i think i think too much. even the slightest thing, would make me ponder about it for a long time! and it isnt nice. ok, see that picture above? its my guitar class(: its the thing i look forward to every thurday(: i love my guitar! unfortunately, one of the strings burst and i've only got time to go buy the string on sunday when i go for violin lessons.
ok so yeah, things havet exactly been good?
i mean, today was ok, until i saw something, which totally wrecked my mood.argh. im starting to feel alittle tired from the things i've been doing and yes, it includes talking to you, cos i never which is real and which isnt. and it probably feels like im a substitute of some kind. haha, what you said this morning was nice, but it made me think again, after seeing what i saw. tell me the truth pls?):
anyway, going out till late tmrw night. oh and aaron just told me my display picture looks gay. haha but im still not changing it, until i find something or nicer, or until SOMETHING comes to past. haha
ok watever, my phone is really working. aaron smsed me and i didnt receive, something like that happened a few days ago, but it wasnt aaron who sent it. lol. and i went jogging again today((:
and lets talk more about school. its getting nicer, the company that is, and as for work, its getting tougghhheerrrrrrrrr): need to study alr. haha. i know alot of people are gonna laugh, hearing the word 'study' come from me.
ok, im tired alr. gtg, byebye(: zai jian(:
i will never let you fall
i'll stand up with you forever
i'll be there for you through it all
even if saving you sends me to heaven

seen that much money come out from an ATM before? haha

2008-10-29T22:16:00.000+08:00

Seen that much money come out from an ATM before? haha

ok, i need to change my blogskin. yes seriously time to, dont really like it anymore, but im so lazy to hunt for one! so if ANYONE wants to show me ANY blog skin, pls feel free to do so(: {and yes, preferably a black one(: }
ok so school as usual today. my friends had a FUN time doing work today. haha. starting to get to know them better.
ok the met esvaran to go for some job thingy. lol
ok the picture up there doesnt mean im materialistic, just that, its my hard work!! proud of it!(: haha. well, it WAS my pay(: haha. there's a long story behind it.
then we went to the cafe in PP for dinner. haha. and es was playing some 'scary' game. lol
ok, im going to vivo on friday to buy some stuff. haha
and inez just sent me this song, pretty nice(:
oh yes, the surprise im planning? im planning for it to be a GOOD one. haha. dont blame me if it doesnt turn out good, its the first time im doing something like that! haha

my mind's blank now

2008-10-28T21:10:00.000+08:00

my mind's blank now

whatever i say now may not make much sense. look at the title, can tell right?
yeah, ok so today there was school. after the long weekend, i couldnt wait to go back to school. missed my friend, then after school went to meet es and alwin for dinner at mad jacks. the brownie was nice(: then slacked in there for awhile, then went home.
before going home, met miss tanya chloe ong si yi for my letter. yeah, she wronte me another one. nice huh? haha
and its always super long.. lol
and this time, i must reply, otherwise she say i cheat her feelings. haha
what happened last night, was nice, but that nice-ness was super short lived until some super spoiler came to spoilt it. im starting to dislike you, though i dont even know you. for goodness sake, you're a guy! dont act like a whimp!
who means more? ):

Holiday

2008-10-27T22:13:00.000+08:00

Holiday

ok, i've had a long weekend(:
friday, saturday, sunday and today. haha
BUT today, my friends were either celebrating deepavali or out on a date. haha
so i was at home. AT HOME! studying, ok studying alittle. alittle of those electrical stuff and maths(:
then i went to make some dinner. salmon and omelette. i can cook ok! lol
just that not many people have tried it other than my close friends and my family(: haha
ok, im actually really really bored. but yay! im meeting them for dinner tmrw evening after school.
at dhoby ghaut, es wants the chocolate brownie. haha
and im actually in the process of planning a surprise for someone. and tanya has a letter for me, again.
oh yes, a picture, look above(: i want one! and inez thinks i was hinting to her that i wanted her to get me one. lolol

happy(:

2008-10-27T00:27:00.000+08:00

happy(:

today, went to church(: haha, and laughed so much. lol
ok, then after that, lunch with auntie, at cafe cartel. then after that, came home and waited for the rest to come over. haha. so esvaran and aaron came first, then alwin came later on.
went for dinner, in SA! haha, played abit of rugby, and i've got cuts on my left foot. depsite that, we jogging with aaron. haha
and i hate wearing socks when there's cuts, the cloth on the sock will stick to the open wound, then when you take off the sock, it'll bleed again.
been bleeding quite alot lately. lol
oh yes! HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO ALL MY FRIENDS(: dark skin, light skin, all the same(:
my leg is feeling the stinging pain now, and ive run out of iodine. so, cant do anything for now..
and you say the urge, what could it be?
if only i got it,
if only..

new line(:

2008-10-25T14:40:00.000+08:00

new line(:

i've changed to starhub! unlimited sms-es(: haha. but according to esvaran, i got cheated!! cos i didnt get alot more other benefits. haha
ok, going out soon, to meet my friends, aaron wants to buy something for his girlfriend(: haha. nice huh. lol
ok i dont know what im gonna do later on though, movie? maybe? lol
and i havent played pool/snooker for a VERY VERY long time alr!!!
someone be nice, and sponsor me a pool table?
pool table = i love you
snooker table = i love you x2. (:
ok, gtg alr. aaron's coming soon! haha
and sadly, you were the first i told):

'holiday'

2008-10-24T10:12:00.000+08:00

'holiday'

no school today(: teacher took deepavali leave, so for the last 3 days, lesson was extended by an hour. lol. im actually having a fever, actually thats what the thermometer says la, but im feeling quite normal, just alittle headache-ish. haha. ok, making a trip down to toa payoh later. im blogging now, because i think i havent been sticking to the, 'blogging about every single thing' thingy. haha
ok so tonight im meeting my friends and we're probably staying out late(: i miss my friends
havent seen them since school started. so yeap, the first week of school's over and im gonna be having a looong weekend(: but then, i cant wait for school to continue either(: haha. my classmates are the bomb, but at the same time, i miss my poly classmates. ok im contradicting everything. lol.
eh, i cant remember what i wanted to blog about. lol. oh yes! im changing my line to starhub!! yay(:

2nd day of school

2008-10-21T23:12:00.000+08:00

2nd day of school

im getting pretty used to going to school in town area(: quite cool actually. just that, i've got to fight with the crowd for public transport. if only i drove, and i know someone who wanted to be my first passenger(: haha but that person would have clean forgotten about it. lol.
ok anway, so 2 more people came in to class today. one singaporean, one indonesian and i got to mix around with those 2 pretty fast cos we 3 had something in common(: haha. dont try guessing. lol. ok after school i cabbed back, cos i wasnt feeling well at all. and the moment i sat on the chair, the starting fare with all the extra charges came up to $7.50 alr!!! and when i reached my house, it was $16. it used to be $7. now, thats not even enough for the starting fare. haha. the malay driver yesterday who took me to united square was super nice, he waved the extra fare cos he said i was his last customer and even if i wasnt there, he would have taken the same route. and malay drivers are the 'best'. they wont charge you the 10 or 20 cents even if it shows on the meter. ok, today wasnt exactly a very good day la, but yeah. cos someone said something, something that hurt pretty bad, but oh well, i've gotta learn to deal with it. i wont have the support of everone over in NS. i cant wait to meet my friends. i miss them. my poly friends especially and i'm only going out with them in 2 weeks time!!!argh.. time, pass quicker. and pause at my favourite parts(: so yeap, my entertainer isnt free tonight i guess, so i aint talking to her. she is one person who can make you laugh the WHOLE night.
ok, i guess i should go soon and just hope things get better everyday when i wake up(:

first day of school.

2008-10-20T22:41:00.000+08:00

first day of school.

ok, so yeah, the morning kinda sucked.
and school started at 2 today. my class is pretty cool(: people from ALL over the world! even mongolia! how cool is that! and that guy learnt his english in USA!! and there's pretty much more, but i remember him the clearest.
and my lecturer's are friendly people, funny as well, though not all the time. i mean, there are times when they make a joke and only they laugh at it? lol
but yeah, miss going back to school, miss the 'studying'? environment.
then after that, went for dinner with my friends, and happy birthday, tong(:
ok, and now, yes now, sucks as well. sorry, aint announcing it to the world. its nothing to brag about too. so yeah, school again tmrw, and friday, no class(:

Saturday

2008-10-18T23:36:00.000+08:00

Saturday

so i was actually supposed to be home the whole day until the evening when i was supposed to meet my friends for dinner, but had to go down somewhere to help a friend. lol
so my day of rest was spoilt! hha. so yeah, nothing really much to mention about the afternoon so went to my the rest for dinner at hougang. oh oh! i have this really gay picture of esvaran and aaron. haha i'll upload it soon. sorry! lol
ok, after tmrw, and im in school again. so tmrw, i have church and i've gotta wake up early.
tada, people(:

3 more days to school

2008-10-18T00:41:00.000+08:00

3 more days to school

eh, my pay came today!!! hahaha. only for one job la, not for the other one yet. the other one is gonna come only in about 2-3 weeks time.
ok today, vicky called me all of a sudden to go down to tanjong pagar, then we went to play snooker. hahaha. havent played it in a longggg time(: but wait! the lady at the counter made me wear my shirt inside out cos there was a ngee ann logo and she said school logo cannot. wah lao, it was the most uncomfortable 2 hours and pretty embarassing la! haha
and i was late to meet esvaran and alwin. SORRY GUYS! oops. lol
ok they werent angry, or maybe they were la. haha dont know. ok tmrw, i'll be at home the WHOLE day until maybe the evening. how boring can that get!
i miss the times when i was in sec 4, getting to go out to meet a special someone. haha but yeah, its all in the past. lol
ok, im getting pretty tired alr
and im gone, gone like the wind, into my room(: haha

everything's confirmed(:

2008-10-16T22:00:00.000+08:00

everything's confirmed(:

ok, so yeah, everything's confirmed alr, school starts this monday, and NS in 7 months time.
happy and sad, mixed feelings. lol
ok so today, i went for guitar lessons and guess what! after this module, there's just one last module left! haha. then i'll be some pro alr! haha, and obviously i was just kidding. lol
so tmrw, i hope the stay over will be a success! and i was just watching channel 8, and the fairy's so cool! she has that magical 6th sense. lol, predicting the future
and tanya, see this!! if what you said is true ah, you'll have soya bean supply for the rest of your life!! hahaha. that is, IF its true la(: lol

can i not title today's post? (:

2008-10-14T23:51:00.000+08:00

can i not title today's post? (:

ok, so today, i spent the afternoon watching mamma mia and kunfgu panda on my lappy(:
haha, and its been a longgg time since i woke up so late. i woke up at 11 today.
then in the evenin, went to meet my friends(:
then aaron came to my house after that and we had dinner.
and hi kai xin(: haha, guess you just found out quite alot of stuff by coming here.
see people! you should come here more often(: haha
ok, im having a headache and i'm going to bed soon
goodnight(:

when im with you

2008-10-13T23:48:00.000+08:00

when im with you

heard of the song, when im with you by faber drive? i love it. haha
ok, the korean drama has just ended. pretty sad about it, but the ending was nice. haha. i'll watch it all over again another time
and right now, im only hoping one thing. hoping that watever tanya said was true.
how nice it would be. this wont be a very long post cos my back's in pain.
and perhaps i should go off now.
i doubt you ever come here anymore.
drop a tear to break my heart
but smile, to make me the richest ever

you like me anot, nicholas?

2008-10-13T11:54:00.000+08:00

you like me anot, nicholas?

hahaha, give a guess to who said that? a baby! a super cute and cuddle-able baby(:
and his name is unique, brayden! cool huh. haha yeah, and he was like, you like me anot nicholas! and i just kept giving him the 'angry' look. lol
so yeah, im being a baby sitter in the morning. but i love that kid! haha adorable! annonying at times, but yeah(: haha
my school's starting in a weeks time. so yup, wont have much time anymore on the comp, so i'm probably gonna blog everyday. even about the teeny weeniest thing on earth(: